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aki hayakawa. ([personal profile] lifeprice) wrote2011-03-08 09:26 pm

laby inbox.

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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-01 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Your conversation! Here!

[ he holds his phone up to the other's face, not that it shows anything specific, but it's a clear hint denji is referring to the brief exchange with a certain white-haired man. it's unlike aki to lie about something like this, or speak of it lightly, so if it's true— then he should be honest about it.

he takes in a breath, shoving the phone back into his pocket as if he proved a point. with both hands on his hips, denji raised an eyebrow and rolled his eyes to the side. ]


Fucking hell. You're going through it, huh? Being sad made you switch sides so fast. This is getting really serious ...

[ how is he supposed to help aki now? this is turning into mission impossible. ]
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-01 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ and denji didn't budge, not even an inch— he kept staring the other down, almost in a condescending manner from this perspective and it got even worse when his features twisted into genuine annoyance. this is a tasteless joke, even for someone as crude as denji. this is turning into a bizarre day.

alright, but this is aki. the guy can be many things but he's not a flat-out liar or someone who would openly ridicule his friend's intelligence to this extent. yet, he's dropping a really big confession all of a sudden— one that makes no fucking sense to denji at all. so, yes, he's annoyed. ]


... really?

[ oh, they're actually doing this right now. the echo between the bathroom walls is making this conversation even more unserious. ]

How can someone love dick and peaches at the same time?!
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-02 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ denji's expression fell flat, going silent— and he settles with that instead of arguing back and forth. he doesn't believe this at all and aki isn't really having the best time elaborating on it either; so this might end with no resolution on either side. he doesn't understand why his friend is not respecting him enough to be honest.

he reached for the towel, tossing it towards the other's face— it's up to aki to catch it or not. ]


You're such a weird liar...

[ aki might need to take a few lessons from megumi when it comes to educating someone like this guy; use a calm tone and simple words. comparing sexuality preferences to food is not the best method. ]

You were so thirsty for Makima for no reason. [ a blink- ] ... Were you trying to fight the 'gay urges'?
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-04 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ denji sighed— maybe he shouldn't have brought makima's name into their new home, but it slipped out of him before he could bite it back. of course it is an uncomfortable conversation, so he didn't touch on it further; happy to dismiss it. even when a part of him wondered if aki should know about the control devil now ... and her new relationship with denji.

he's still skeptical about this whole 'bisexual' affair, but if he learned anything from megumi's explanation— it's not something one can control. so if aki is into both genders, he should accept him the way he is. he watched as the other man walked out of the bathroom, and it was now safe for denji to whisper under his breath 'what the fuck?'.

hey, he's not being disrespectful if he's doing it in private. this is still too much for his heterosexual brain. he then called out for the other in a bratty tone. ]


You fucking suck at this.

[ -explaning shit, that is. denji stays where he is, sulking for a bit before an idea came to mind. that's when he hurried over to his bedroom, digging around for his 'smart glasses'. ]

Yo, where are my glasses?
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-04 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh yeah!

[ all aki will hear is the rapid footsteps of a certain blond running towards the kitchen, which is something he is probably used to since he started living with denji and power: the late zoomies of them running around. every night is a long battle to get them to bed, and that routine is slowly creeping its way back into their lives in this village.

he finds those stolen glasses, half-smirking to himself as he puts them on, hands on his hips in a superhero pose. it's true; it didn't make him smarter, but if this silly thing made denji happy, aki should humor him. it's one of those small things that uplift the lingering gloom in his heart. ]


It's time to do some research. [ a pause. ] To the library!!

[ is the library even open at this late hour? who knows? there is one way to find out. ]

I'll find an answer that will satisfy my noggin.
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-05 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, I thought you'd come with me ...

[ otherwise, denji would've walked out without making a big scene with his dumb glasses. glancing at the other, aki looks like he was already ready for a cozy night in — perhaps dragging him out is not the best idea now. that's when denji removed his glasses, he then proceeds with that mildly disappointed expression of his, lowering his shoulders; almost pouting.

now, he could complain and further ruin aki's night, or give the guy a breather because he's been through so much already. it was a tricky situation because denji knew that treating his friend as if he were fragile might put a strain on their relationship, but harassing him isn't helpful either.

when in doubt, just be honest. ]


I guess it's too late for a quick run, but will you come with me tomorrow morning? I want us to do this together.

[ he is still oblivious to the other's frustrations about explaining his sexuality, and while denji is not purposely dismissing him— he truly doesn't get it either. ]
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-06 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ even though a part of him was expecting aki to snatch those glasses and get rid of them, yet denji made no effort to retaliate. it's inevitable; like the many things he and power brought home, only to wake up with them 'missing' and no explanation given. his precious glasses might face the same fate. ]

Please don't throw them away ...

[ he whines just in time to feel the weight of aki's hand on his head, followed by a gentle brush of his fingers through his hair. he exhales a huff, lips curling up a bit in an easy smile. they are both comfortable in this subtle display of affection, and there's beauty in that. one denji didn't understand yet, but he will one day. eventually, it will make sense—

-why aki's touch is always welcomed. ]


Megumi-sensei really helped. And I worked hard, too. [ praise him. ] Also ... even though I don't really understand it yet, your sexuality, I do believe you.
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-08 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ in a perfect world, denji should be happy that they are reunited and somehow coexisting like before— in a perfect world, this should be their good end. however, that's not how traumas work. the anxiety will find its way through their daily lives, reminding them of the inevitable. the pressing reality is that one day he will have to say goodbye to aki all over again.

those thoughts only come to haunt him when he's alone with no distractions around, so for now? he's fine. he's 'happy' and all smiles, unaware of what will wait for him later tonight; an old friend coming in to visit again.

aki didn't know about the nightmares yet ...

"'I'm proud of you"

ah, he can't remember if anyone has said that to him. ever. it made denji feel a certain way that he could not articulate. verbally, at least. that's when he leans over and gives the other man a warm embrace, resting his chin on aki's shoulder and closing his eyes. silence follows and they stay where they are for a bit; denji gently breathes in and out. ]


Thanks ...
Edited 2023-05-08 17:29 (UTC)
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-10 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ fucking hell; he didn't want to cry, but he can feel it coming. it's just— he's tired. he's so fucking tired. after aki's death, denji had to deal with losing power, killing makima, and then being forced to take care of the reincarnation of the same devil that took everything away from him. he was forced to show her kindness, love, and reassurance despite not processing his own grief. denji wanted to make sure she got the life he was deprived of, determined to do whatever so he could save enough money to send her to college and offer nayuta the education he never had growing up— maybe even love her truly with all his heart.

it's not easy, and yet he still yearned to have something for himself; to be happy. it's been hard. every day is hard, so to hear someone finally say to him "I'm proud of you" is painfully bittersweet.

he sighed, his breath a bit shaky but his tone came out gruff and almost stoic. ]


... You always make me feel mushy. Seriously, I don't think it's normal.

[ it's an attempt to lighten the mood while being dead serious as well. denji didn't understand why it was always aki that got to him. he sniffled, wiping his nose clean with the hem of his sleeve. ]

We should do something fun ...
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-13 04:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ they can care for each other without the salty tears, denji thinks inwardly. regardless— he keeps it to himself, allowing a few more fleeting moments of being soothed by the other before he pulled away; slowly letting go of their shared warmth.

aki is mistaken about something, though— denji is not timid with his emotions, whatever they may be. there was no inkling of shame as he stood there, wiping the few tears with the back of his fingers; wearing his heart on his sleeves. he's just tired. whatever he's feeling is heavy and draining— and he sighs, hunching forward.

right. fun things to do. ]


... Let's just go for a walk.

[ leaving the house might do them good ... ]
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-05-14 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
... yeah, and drinking.

[ before aki starts lecturing him about being underage like it actually matters— denji motions for him to calm down and then adds in a tired tone- ]

Don't worry, I'll get myself some apple juice. You can grab a beer and we can walk around the lake. Clear our fucking heads. Sounds good?

[ it's a little too late for anything else, and the only source of entertainment is either eating out or creating your own adventure. perhaps they should keep it simple tonight; aki can have a drink/a smoke, and denji will just be happy to leave the house for a bit. they're not really dressed for a proper outing, but who gives a fuck really? they can do whatever they want.

he reached over to tug on aki's sleeve, pulling him along towards the door— ]
Come on.