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aki hayakawa. ([personal profile] lifeprice) wrote2011-08-26 11:06 pm

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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
If I could would you let me?

( The top button of his own shirt goes, then the next, and the one after that. He's not built like Aki, but there's no shyness in how he moves. The man is here, so he wants him. It makes things simple.

So too is the way he only unbuttons enough to pull the fabric over his head. It too meets the blazers fate, abandoned somewhere.
)

I'd probably leave a mark.

( He'd want to, anyway. )
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

( It's breathless in a new way, not the usual insouciant tilt to his sighs, more pitched and pointed. His tongue darts out to wet dry lips, feet shifting to toe off his socks. His eyes slip from throat to chest to stomach, to the dark hair above a waistband. Suddenly he's starved for something he didn't know he could be hungry for.

Suddenly he wants more.
)

There's a lot of places to mark. I have sharp teeth.
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I can multitask.

( He'd told Aki that he couldn't, a few weeks ago. That it was unfair to ask that of him. Now though, with bare skin and the thought of something, his brain seems eager to work.

He rises in opposites to Aki sitting, belt yanked and sent sailing, his wings quivering to betray his own nerves. His halo glows in the dim motel light, casting shadow as he bends to slip out of his slacks, stood on one bare foot for a minute. He huffs, tips his head birdlike to look at him again.
)

You're really hard.

( Angel is too. He's also pink with delight at causing it. )
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
( His face feels hot. He can feel it across his cheeks, the tips of his ears. He's not shy, but this is uncharted waters. He's wanted this before ( at least he thinks he did, though he can't quite remember when ) and it's new.

It's Aki.

He looks graceful sitting there. Angel sweeps his gaze over his form, then does as he's bid, slipping his underwear free so he can stand, cock hard and hardening, flushed at the tip.
)

See something you like?

( The same old quiet murmur as he stretches out to a full stand now, wings expanding, mouth curved ever so slightly. )
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
( He catches the shirt, curls his fingers around it. For a moment he stays still, but then he thinks - why not? Aki knows the way he is. So he brings it up to his mouth, his nose, presses the fabric there and breathes deep.

The moan surprises him. So too does the way his cock twitches.
)

Getting there. ( His greedy gaze maps musculature, teeth catching his bottom lip. ) Are you teasing me?
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
( He sits again, knees splaying wide. Aki's shirt stays clutched between his fingers, white knuckled as his gaze drops hungry to where Aki is touching. )

I do.

( He sounds like he's starving. )

I think you should let me.
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
( His hands drop to the mattress, knuckles going white as he holds himself there. It is not a problem he usually encounters, wanting to touch. He has gotten good at keeping himself at arms length. But now Aki is naked and Angel's eyes drop to his lap like the final knell of a bell. He needs the tether. He needs -.

They're very, very, very fucked.
)

It's better in person.

( Better where he can see it without Aki's hand blocking the thick length, or the subpar camera. Angel's shoulders twitch. His wings shake. He laughs and it's breathless. He lifts his head again, halo tilting back. )

This is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. ( Very seriously, and then he shrugs one bare shoulder. ) Or the best. Take your pick.
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Things we can't have.

( His hands on Aki's skin, his mouth on the hollow of his throat, his fingers around the length of his dick. They all crowd against his tongue, gaze slipping again. )

Put your hand on your throat. ( It's a demand, really. He sounds a little strained, a little wild. One hand loosens, lifts to his own, fingertips against his pulse point. ) Like this. Is it going as fast as mine is right now? You look like it might be.

( His touch drops a little down his throat, gaze as heavy as it can be. )

What do you like? How would you - if it were just you - how do you make yourself want something?

( Does he rush? Does he take his time? Would he touch himself elsewhere, or does he go straight for his cock? These are things that Angel doesn't know, but wants to. )
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
( He can't help the laugh.

Aki is just so ... Aki. Prickly and defensive and too fast to really pin down. Angel probably wouldn't be here if he weren't, is the thing. Something about the abrasive way he holds himself, compared to the softness that you see if you squint. Something about the humanity.
)

Not alarming, o-kay.

( His own picks up as Aki's hand splays on his stomach, his whole body swaying forward. )

Think about me. Think about my mouth.
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Y-yeah. ( Actually, very much so. His hand curls against his thigh, not quite inching anywhere else. ) We could do that.

( Bold, maybe. Imaginative, surely. His wealth of experience comes from watching people. And books. A lot of stupid books. )

I wouldn't have to touch you. I could -. ( A hum, he presses his palm flat. ) Another sense. That would be fine, wouldn't it?
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
( He flushes, but holds Aki's gaze regardless. )

Maybe.

( If there's shame to it then it's very far away from Angel. He doesn't care. )

Isn't that the point? There are other people you could be with. There are other things that I could be doing. But I - I really want this. I don't know why, but I do. And it isn't really fair to tease. ( He likes it, likes how Aki's behaviour has his gut burning. It's hunger again. Nowhere to sink his teeth but in his own bottom lip, skin blanching white. ) Don't you like doing? What's with all the hesitation, huh? That's my job.
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[personal profile] zukuganai 2025-12-21 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
( Oh.

His smile twitches a little brighter. Possibly the halo does too. But he schools his expression back into something else a second later, sweeping his gaze from the top of Aki's head back down to his lap.
)

I did.

( Okay, maybe he is nervous. He flexes his hands, lets his palms lay flat against the mattress. )

I didn't know that. ( A confession for confessions sake, cheek turned to his shoulder. ) This isn't - I don't really know what I'm doing.

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